Date: 2024-09-21 04:41 pm (UTC)
snowshield: (but is it?????)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[-today, Lily insisted on wearing a dress Serval had given for her. It was respectable enough that Gepard didn't have any concerns with it, but just fun enough to be, well. Fun? (Because at the end of the day, Serval had remembered what Belobog schools were like, and had said as much when she gave the dress.) Lily twirled in the street and pretended like she was a pretty princess, the Supreme Guardian-to-be and Gepard hid the pang he felt and said something- placating. Encouraging, but not overly so. He doesn't remember what he said. He just remembered his daughter's laugh, so he said the right thing.

He's at the bookstore, fumbling for his keys. There was something he had to do with a crate of books, and he's trying to remember-

But then. There. Out of the corner of his eye there's a flash of magenta and something blue, around a corner. There. The logical part of Gepard says: he's not a Silvermane Guard anymore, he can text someone who is, the toil of a civilian life has probably eroded whatever physical fitness he once had, he probably couldn't keep up with Sampo, Sampo might have perfectly legitimate reasons to be here, the smart thing to do would be to text Pela and get back to work, that's what he should do, he promised himself he wouldn't get involved anymore, not for Lily, not after the incident, he should text Pela, he should go inside, he should go back to his routine day after day after day-

But, then, what if Sampo's here to rob someone else? One of the sweet old ladies down the road? The grocery?

And that's how Gepard finds himself turning away from his store, turning towards the whatever-that-was he saw, biting back a yell because he's not a guardsman, is he? He has no right to tell Sampo to stop. He can only follow, slow but relentless.]

Date: 2024-09-21 08:32 pm (UTC)
snowshield: (idc anymore)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[Gepard's running, and he's running, and it surprises him how much he missed this, this- this stupid chase, the fluttering signs of Sampo just ahead. Maybe he needs to add a morning jog to his usual routine? But now's not the time for such thoughts and Gepard shoves it away for later.

But then it ends. A corner, an alley, Sampo's annoying voice, the same as before. Almost comforting in how familiar it is. Gepard flinches as he's called Captain, a little twitch that would be indistinguishable to the average layperson, but not to Sampo Koski, and Gepard hates that he knows that.]


Now I know you've been off planet. [Well, he suspected, but there's a difference between knowing and knowing-

Fuck it. Gepard folds his arms, leans into his anger just a little, just a hint. He's a civilian, not a captain, he's allowed to be a little bit angry.]
I haven't been a captain in quite some time. Or did you call me here just to mock me?

Date: 2024-09-21 09:37 pm (UTC)
snowshield: (of all the hsr characters for me to rp)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[His hands clench, and if Sampo was on the same level as him and he could get his hands on him, Gepard doesn't know what he'd do, he just knows he'd do something he'd regret later, but not in the moment, no, not in the moment. And that-

He exhales, forces that wild, angry impulse out of him. That's one thing that remained true, between being a guard and being a civilian: he's not allowed to be angry in anything less than a physical fight. He's a Landau.]


You heard correctly. [He snaps out the words, precise, sharp, throwing them out like they're some sort of accusation. (Of what? He wouldn't know.)] There was an accident, I realized I didn't have what it took anymore, and I quit.

[He could say more. He wants to, because as much as he loves his daughter (and he does, he does) he also hates so much- and Sampo Koski is probably the one person he could be bitter to, and Gepard nearly opens his mouth to say as much, but he reminds himself that he owes Sampo absolutely nothing and Sampo deserves nothing.]

So if you want to play with a guardsman, you'll have to find someone else. Is that all, or do you have some other jokes you want to make at my expense, Koski?

Date: 2024-09-21 10:53 pm (UTC)
snowshield: (it would've lasted 2 seconds)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
You're making it sound as if I was the first person you went looking for after you got back.

[He's slipping back into old patterns, and older habits, and he hates that Sampo still has this strange hold over him. After all this time. Gepard tried to smother that part of him, and here it is, springing back up in response to Sampo's stupid smile and his stupid laugh and his obnoxious voice.]

Please be serious. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but as a civilian I haven't been keeping up with my training, so I doubt you'll have as much fun outrunning me as you used to.

[...even if he's decided to start morning jogs to get that part of him back in shape- Sampo doesn't need to know about that.]

The only thing I can do is offer you a book- I run a bookstore, Koski. [He says this flatly, like it's a fact the two of them should know and is obvious. After all, the two of them had been right there. But also, he'll probably play dumb.] And I have a family, so I won't be able to stay up as late as I used to. I'm so sorry to disappoint you.

Date: 2024-09-21 11:49 pm (UTC)
snowshield: (he's a LOSER)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[...and this conversation should be over by now - Sampo running off and him, furious, trying to climb up the wall after him. It's not. Sampo continues talking, his leg thumping against the wall - thump-thump-thump - and it's easier to stare at that than Sampo's face. Gepard does.

He doesn't know what he wants, and he can't figure it out. What he does know is that Sampo doesn't care about anything besides what's interesting, what's fun, what's exciting - all things that he's not. What he does know is that he's under no obligation to pretend with Sampo, like he is with most every other adult in his life.

Gepard makes a rude noise as Sampo says that he's looking to retire, a disbelieving snort. Because it's bullshit, and he knows it, and Sampo know it.]


Great. [But...he shouldn't, but.] I'm not going to have this conversation with you, here. [A cold alley.] My shop has heaters and couches, Koski. And if my company is that important to you, I can keep the doors locked.

Date: 2024-09-22 01:17 am (UTC)
snowshield: (it would've lasted 2 seconds)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[He looks away as Sampo places his hand over his heart, and makes a non-committal noise. Something neutral. Neither positive (yes, he's inviting him in) nor negative (he wants Sampo to leave, to stop wasting their time and leave, because he will when he's bored) - it's just a sound. He heard what Sampo said, and Sampo can draw his own conclusions.

He half-turns away...]


Believe whatever you want, Koski.

[And Gepard starts heading back down the alleyway again, and Sampo can decide if he wants to follow, or live up to his expectations and leave, or indecisively sit on the wall like he's some gargoyle longing for rain that will never come. It's cold. It's cold in a way Gepard seldom let himself feel, but- it's cold.]

Date: 2024-09-22 02:05 am (UTC)
snowshield: (and stupid keywording)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[He slows as he hears the thump of Sampo's feet against the ground, just enough to make it a little bit easier (only a little, barely a little) for Sampo to catch up with him until there's only a step or two between them. Close enough to have a conversation, far enough away that Gepard can relax. A little. Maybe.

Someone looking at them from a distance would wonder if Gepard even knew that he was being followed. He focuses on the way ahead like he's walking alone, and Sampo's just some stranger who just decided to go the same way he did and now here they are.]


I'm not much of a reader. [So, mystery solved.] But, I'm a father now, Koski. [And for a moment, he glances at Sampo, asking without asking did you know?] And I have to set a good example for her. The last thing she needs is a father who just spends all day sitting at home.

As it turns out, selling books is a job that doesn't pay all that much money, and requires someone strong enough to lift heavy boxes of books day in and day out. My pension takes care of the first part, and I'm strong enough to manage the second. It's a good fit for me. [He...thinks? He's not sure, really. He's still suspicious as to the circumstances Pela managed to get this job lined up for him. He has questions, questions that aren't Sampo's problem. Things Sampo doesn't need to think about.]

Date: 2024-09-22 03:51 am (UTC)
snowshield: (it would've lasted 2 seconds)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[And it's true. His work doesn't have to be something he loves. It can be something that he vaguely tolerates at best, day after day after day of unending tedium. Boredom. Uselessness. It's fine. He has the best daughter in the world, and isn't that enough? Unlike many other Belobogians, he doesn't have to worry about money. His needs are met.

Sampo's still following him.]


I suppose so. [Then:] As I'm sure you're curious, my daughter - Lily's - mother was an offworlder. She stayed for a while, grew bored of Belobog as well as me, and left. [Sometimes, driving someone off doesn't come in the form of fists and punches, and Gepard knows better than to believe he could drive Sampo off that way. It never worked before, and now, well. Well. He's much less than he used to be.

So, instead, why not this? Sampo would inevitably treat him with the same vague pity as everyone else did, the conversation would falter, and he'd find an excuse to go. (Which he? Does it matter?)]

Date: 2024-09-22 04:38 am (UTC)
snowshield: (i was going to grab argenti)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[There's a way this conversation goes, and it's usually as follows:

Gepard mentions what happened, and people make sympathetic noises. They ask him questions about what she was like, and he describes her in detail. Increasingly, excruciating detail, going over every last moment of the relationship, forced to figure out where their flaws where, how utterly incompatible the two of them were. In fact, Gepard suspected that if he hadn't once been Belobog's indestructible shield, people would have blamed him more often than they had, even if it had been his fault. Always his fault.

And this usually segues to The Accident, what drove him to retire, and he gets more sympathy, and he comforts the people upset on his behalf (and he's gotten so tired of it) and they go back and forth a bit more, they commend him for selling fucking books, and then they go, feeling better for having cheered him up, and Gepard feels just a little bit more drained for enduring it.

That's how it usually goes.

But then, of all the fucking people. Here's Sampo, unexpectedly taking the script and flipping it and throwing it aside. A throwaway comment about her lack of taste, no questions about who she had been, and then immediately focusing on his daughter, and Gepard finds himself...smiling back? Is he smiling?

Yes he is.]


Why...yes. [Yes he had.] I wanted to give her a hopeful name.

[They've reached his bookshop. He's reaching for his keys.] I went to Eversummer Florist for inspiration, but decided an offworld flower suited her better. After all, imagine me naming my daughter something like 'Summershade Bamboo Landau.'

Date: 2024-09-22 06:32 pm (UTC)
snowshield: (bulliable?)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
I'm sure I have a photo in here if you're curious. [And then he laughs: a small, soft thing.]

Look at me, letting in notorious criminal Sampo Koski and offering to show him pictures of my family. That's how I know I'm not fit to be a Silvermane Guard anymore.

[And the key goes into the lock, the door swings open, and Gepard flicks on the light.

It's a bookstore. The insides are a warm brown, which might be surprising given how much of the Overworld's sense of aesthetics seem to revolve around cool colors: white and blue, splashes of stark black, the warmest brown seen a tan. But, no. Warm brown bookshelves, a warm brown floor of a slightly different color, a old rug that's red and orange and yellow. Sure, there's white walls, so it's not like the place is entirely alien, but one of the owners - Gepard, whomever owned it before him, whomever came before them - had made an effort to defy Overworld aesthetic sensibilities.

There's books, obviously. A desk. Some pictures, here and there. Couches, plush and inviting.]


Make yourself at home. I'll make some- [What does he have in here...? It's in his backroom.] Tea, probably. I hope that will be alright with you.

[And he's going to do just that, giving Sampo time to...follow, or lock the front door and wait, or to just leave. Whatever he could want.]

Date: 2024-09-23 12:48 am (UTC)
snowshield: (but is it?????)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[He snorts, not deigning that question with a response besides that.

...friends, huh. Well. Sampo had always been like that. He roots through the cupboards, trying to find something suitable for Sampo Koski and torn between something aggressively Belobogian and something very much not. Snowberries or something different...

Well, anyway.

The bookstore is a mix of new and used. The shelves contain a mix of books. There's a few books which are truly foreign. There's one or two books Sampo might realize were written by some of his old coworkers. Unbeknownst to Gepard, there's one slim volume of a history written by someone who was inspired by a follower of the Enigmata.

There's some new things. There's a shelf which contains works written by new and upcoming Belobogians - for Belobog, by Belobog. It's set at a prominent place of honor.

Behind the front counter, there's a slim leather notebook with notes written in Gepard's precise hand, just detailing the books he's read and what he thought of them, with a to-read list. While there's some overlap, it seems like the genres of books Gepard takes home (adventures, romances, big, sweeping plots, grandiose stakes) are slightly different than the books he reads at the shop (historical fiction, tales from foreign lands, a snapshot of a different world).

There's some overlap, but still.

If Sampo goes far enough in the notebook, he'll find that there was, indeed, books about parenting. There was a shift, over time, from something purely pragmatic to something a bit more wistful.

...well, anyway. There's a picture of Gepard, his sisters, and Lily, in a place of honor. It's a bright day, and the family is smiling.

Ledgers indicate that sales aren't all that great, just barely enough to keep the shop running. But Gepard's not doing this because of the money, is he? He's doing it to have something to do.

There's also a locked box. The lock isn't complicated. Small, wooden, with a lily carved on it. Special ordered, probably. Something involving his daughter, probably. Large enough to hold some papers, some photos, some mementos - if Sampo shakes it, he'll be able to hear the sounds of paper.

Speaking of sounds, it sounds like water's still being boiled in the back room.]

Date: 2024-09-24 12:30 am (UTC)
snowshield: (who knows anymore i sure don't!)
From: [personal profile] snowshield
[He brings out a tray which has a pot of snowberry tea (sweet, but a little bit tangy), two cups, and a handful of something-or-another baked. Scones. His daughter got him hooked on them. And then Gepard takes in the fact that Sampo's right there and stops in his tracks for a moment, blinking, because...]

You're still here.

[Why? But Gepard tries to cover for his...it's not quite discomfort? Confusion? Maybe that. He tries to cover for that feeling by placing the tray on a table and setting out the cups, because if he looks at the cups (serviceable ceramic, sturdy) that means he's not looking at Sampo, who Gepard's increasingly aware is here for some reason that's not just the obvious - not thievery, not to knock him on his ass and laugh at him, not to mock him, not money, there's nothing here to be stolen. And he's no longer a captain, so he's not as useful as he might have once been to Sampo.

He's here for something, and Gepard doesn't know what that could be. But. They've known each other for quite some time, so-]


I suppose there's not that much to be stolen here, is there? [He can be a little (fondly) rude, why not.] Even someone like yourself would have to take a while to find something of value in here.

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