[It's startled out of him, and the words slip out of Gepard's mouth a little too quickly, with a little too much feeling; it's all instinct. He's blindsided by a question he's not used to answering, so the only thing that comes to Gepard's mind is-]
-of course I...
[-the truth, earnest and sincere, at least before Gepard realizes what he's saying. Or, rather, what he's about to say. He bites back the rest of those words. It's embarrassing to admit. Besides, Sampo has a point: he's been keeping him waiting. So, back to the desk Gepard goes. He spreads Sampo's thighs like they've done this a hundred thousand times and all of this is perfectly normal, which. Which it's starting to become. It's feeling right, in a way he probably should be concerned by. It feels like the sort of thing that should be routine. It feels like they should be doing this more often.
This is a problem, but one Gepard will leave for the future. He can fix this in the future. For now?]
As much as I'm enjoying having you here, [surprisingly, alarmingly, there's a part of him that wants to leave together once they're finished and that's a bad idea], there's probably easier places to do this sort of thing at. [All of this is probably undermined by Gepard lining himself up with Sampo (because if he repeats what he did the first time he would scream, he's been having fantasies, far too many fantasies, he's been thinking about Sampo) and pushing in slowly, trembling slightly because he wants and he's trying to not take what he wants too quickly. Because who knows when he'll see Sampo again?]
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Date: 2024-03-21 03:46 am (UTC)-of course I...
[-the truth, earnest and sincere, at least before Gepard realizes what he's saying. Or, rather, what he's about to say. He bites back the rest of those words. It's embarrassing to admit. Besides, Sampo has a point: he's been keeping him waiting. So, back to the desk Gepard goes. He spreads Sampo's thighs like they've done this a hundred thousand times and all of this is perfectly normal, which. Which it's starting to become. It's feeling right, in a way he probably should be concerned by. It feels like the sort of thing that should be routine. It feels like they should be doing this more often.
This is a problem, but one Gepard will leave for the future. He can fix this in the future. For now?]
As much as I'm enjoying having you here, [surprisingly, alarmingly, there's a part of him that wants to leave together once they're finished and that's a bad idea], there's probably easier places to do this sort of thing at. [All of this is probably undermined by Gepard lining himself up with Sampo (because if he repeats what he did the first time he would scream, he's been having fantasies, far too many fantasies, he's been thinking about Sampo) and pushing in slowly, trembling slightly because he wants and he's trying to not take what he wants too quickly. Because who knows when he'll see Sampo again?]